JustThink#99 

Thoda Confidence to aajata hai khudpar...momentarily

For the past 3 day...or maybe 4 days...I lost the count
I am just procrastinating everything...even when I had my scehdule going good...being workholic because thats what needed at this time of my life...

BUT WHY?
Why have I started procratinating again...?
Its just one thought which can ruin your mood or flow...
I was doing good until that thought kicked in again and my overthinking cycle started pedling fast without me realising it started...

You know, sometimes you see that when one part of your life is breaking down, your brain automatically starts to see other parts of your life breaking down more often...
Tht happened with me too...

Another thought kicked in...a very random but important which I was avoiding as I still learning to deal with it...but it did came and my mind was just a mess now...

While dealing with all of it...I was waiting for my work to pay me asap and give me next step to follow but this life uffff....it was pushing my routine day after day and I am waiting for next step from my workload so that I can scehdule properly....

Simply saying that because I didnt have much work...to think about and work upon
I started overthinking again....uffff

Then, what now?
Nothing yrrr, life to chalti rehti hai...you cant just sit around and keep overthinking about things you cannot control...
So I sat down and thought of writng something randomly whatever comes to my mind...as
Thoda Confidence to aajata hai khudpar...momentarily