JustThink#73  



DAY3...10th oct,2022

SO, finalllllyy after a decent weekend, I got the time to continue my writing challenge...

I know, I kinda failed it by not writing anything yesterday BUT its fine...I am OKAY with it as long as I haven't stopped yet...

Last two days were actually good if I think from perspective of having interactions with people...as usuallly I am at my home all week and working online whole day...don't really interact with anyone in real life...

But, yesterday...I went to my cousins house for a while, had met everyone after a loong time and also had good fun conversations...although I was still a bit awkward as for a loong time...I wasn't really interacting with people outside my room...adding to this less interaction, I skipped my usual nap so I was actually very sleepy and everyone could see that on my face...

All in all, it was a nice tiring day...which made me realise that I really need to have some real life interactions atleast once or twice a week...

Other than this, my mind kinda getting confused a lot of time these days, I don't know why my mindset keeps changing...one of the reason I feel is I consume a lot of content from youtube...some useful some useless but my most of the time goes into youtube...

I am working on my youtube channel and for some reason...I don't have that energy that I had a year ago when I was doing some internships and was very consitent in writing...

Sometimes, I feel that I had lost my interest in writing or realted to my content...and sometimes I feel, naaah this is the thing I had choose after a lot of thinking and experiences...

I don't really know how to see this but I feel at some point I will figure it out becoz I want to.......don't know how much time it willl take...maybe thats also the issue that I don't really have the time...not in sense of "OHH I am BUSY!" but in sense pf "I need to figure out or I 'll have to opt for something which I dont want to go for"...


Hopefully, I will figure this out soon...while writing this I realised I wasted my day as I was sleepy whole day...damnnn being consistent in anything still takes a lot of effort incase of mine...

I think, I will do some reading or my script writing to have something done at the end of the day...