JustThink#151

05th August,2025...03:48 PM

25...Age hai meri in 2025 or i should say, 26 running...

Meri inhand salary karib 20k per month hai after around 3 years of graduation

Bichme 30k, 25k, 15k bhi rahi hai but currently stable 20k per month hai...

Its embarrassing...embarrassing for a person jisne education loan lekar enginerring kari thi aur uske baad bhi lambe time tak uske parents ne bina kisi stable income ke usse support kiya...still, itne time baad 20k ki salary par jee raha hai...still not clear about his career 


There is not much time actually, 25 to 30 bada hi precious time period hota hai...for marriage, career and even health

Mere teeno hi stable nahi hai, even health mai toh 2 months pehle haath tudwa kar betha hu, haath mai titanium ka rod dalva kar jeena hai life puri...

I am not depressed though...but scared

really scared ki future mai kahi sab regret na kardu...ye thought na aajaye ki kaash karliya hota content ache se...kassh job ache se karli hoti...career mai mehnat jyda karli hoti...nahi ki...potential waste hogaya

Bohot kuch krlia hota but nahi kiya...khudme hi khoya hua raha aur waste kardiya time...


Thode time pehle ek college friend ko mene call kiya to ask about job at his company and he shared that its good company where increment is also decent...although mere liye titwala se travelling still tough hogi...bohot tough!

He was sharing that he is going to switch the job next year to increase his income...not sure though...slowly listening to him, i realise i am soooo much behind compared to others...naah thik se digital marketing samjhi, na writing, na content aur na hi engineering job samjhi...

Me kitna late hu in sabme...inn logone sab expereince kar aage badhneka soch rahe hai...aur mai yaha IT mai switch karne ke baare mai bas soch hi raha hu...padhna to shuru bhi nahi kiya...

I am so much behind...I am soo late...I know i still can work and grow according to my situation, its nothing worsen yet magar i feel, kitna kuch hai jo samajna baaki hai aur mai to past se hi kai baar stuck hojata hu...overthink karne lagta hu...aane wali responsibilities ko kese samjuga...kitne baar khudpe kaam karna padega

Ye sab sochke lagta hai jese comfort hi thik hai...go with the flow...kya hi sochke karu

Hogaya so hogaya abhi...am not that bad, i just could not be better

Atleast, I have my loved ones, who really cares for me...and always being there for me to support...i am just lucky in so many ways as i know, my situation could have been worsen but am doing okay...and have my people with me...

I will do what i can...sooner or later....even if it means to start at age 25!