JustThink#145 

14th July,2025...10:23 PM
Good evening bebaa...
Dinner kiya abhi fir tarun ka call aaya tha...vohi puchne kya update hai
Usko bataya scene thoda ki chances kam hi hai to bol raha tha ki birthday cancel krta hu fir...me bola cancel kuch mat kar abhi ek hafta hai to try krta hu haath atleast bend hojaye...

Agar bend hopaya to aasakta hu but still sure nahi hu
To bola koi ni, bas thoda sa khudko push kar hoga toh kyuki meko chahiye tu rahe...me bola bhai meko nahi mila aane to meko bhi bura lagega bohot ki miss hogaya acha khasa plan...

To bola thik hai update krte reh bas...ek week hai
Sach bolu to  chance kam hi hai but actually mann bohot h re...sab hoge aur mai miss karuga to bekar hi lagega...dekhte h hua to thik vrna nasib mai nahi to nahi...

Therapy ke baad pain rehta h bohot haath mai...aaj bhi tha fir tera call aaya baat kia to thoda pain kam laga...acha laga baat krke vrna mai actually frustate rehta hu shaam ke time as haath ko dekh dekhke pain sab jyda feel hota hai but acha feel hua baat krke bebaa...

I know thoda time se tone mera negative lag raha hoga...overthinking and all sab...mai mostly nhi krta hu itna like pichle ek saal mai toh rarely hua ki itna low mood hua ho mera...but this time, meko ye ek do chize hai jispe mera ye overthinking sab hota hai vo fix kruga full n final...
So that next time meko aisa kuch sitaution me rahu toh bhi low zone mai  na jaau itna...

PPT krna hai jo mostly kal subah hi banauga fir sir ko bhejuga...tu bhi dekh kal baat kro aur gift fix krte apan...khayal rakh aur jyda soch mat ofc related...rest kar good night bebaa love you miss you!!