JustThink#138

25th June,2024...09:00 pm

Aaj pata chala ki ek aad mahine baad, there could be a random interview where they will ask ki kya sikha, kya padha, kya kia...aaj id card mil gaya aur thumbprint bhi lagvaya..

Kal laptop bhi mil jayega where I have to start working like a proper employee...

Thoda darr raha hu ki kese travelling ke saath ye random late work schuedule manage hoga...

Aaj unintentionally i compared my travelling scene with other collagues where i got to know ki they live near company only or they dont need to travel from trains or changing trains to reach home...

Kal jis travelling ko enjoy kr raha tha aaj vohi meko sad feel karva rahi thi...

Sochne laga ki kese hoga...travelling with kaam and night shifts too,,,sat bhi off nahi hai

Although now i am aware about this feeling, i am trying to see the positive side of it like how i can travel through first class in trains and how i can travel smoothly by my choicee...

I have and will get more and more managing experience form it

Abh iske alava mere dumb dimag mai ye aaya hi nahi ki 180rs ki first class ticket nahi leni thi aaj jabki mai kal first class ka pass nikal vane hi vala tha...pata nhi dimag mai kyu nhi aayi ye baat ki i could go for second class ticket for a day baaki kal toh first class se jana hi hai...

Papa bole ki mujhe paiso ki kimat nahi hai isiliye kabhi bhi kahi bhi kharch krne dedeta hu...to be honest, i agree with him to some extent

I guess i got things so easily ke abhi bas sochneka mann nhi krta about spending money...aisa nahi hai ki i dont care at all

I do care and i am learning to consider proper regular savings so that mai dhayn rakhu aur stand lu apna without wasting a single rupee at all...

First day job ke meri new 150 ki watch train mai gir gayi bheed mai aur dusre din ye 180 ticket ka unnecessary kharch...papa was like, hushyar bano vrna pata nahi kitna paisa aur gavane vala hai!

I am having doubt ki kitna dumb or low self esteem vali personality h meri ki corporate me bhi mera katega...vohi darr hai ki kese log itne hushyar hote hai aur mai itna ignorant...

Koi ni lets try once again,,,thoda music, creaitvity aur hardwork ke saath

Hope for the best! Good night.